Changing my lifestyle

I wish I could say that I did the meditation excercises everyday since the last post.
Like I said, I'm a huge procastinator. I'm addicted to porn, I tend to masturbate almost three times a day, and after that I feel depresed and often stay up until 2a.m. playing videogames or mindlessly browsing.
There were so many things I wanted to do this summer holydays but my porn and internet addiction just didn't let me do anything, I 've spent so much of my time doing nothing, I'm doing less and less exercise each day.
The times I've tried to meditate I would just lay down and try to focus on my succubus for a minute after falling asleep without realising.

I know I won't get anywhere with this lifestyle, It's time to change it, starting by a digital detox, I won't use internet for a few days, being bored will be good for me, letting my mind wonder, it will give me time to think and refocus on what is important, on how I want the rest of my life to be like.
I have to stop losing time and stop watching porn for good. Started no fap today,  day 1 YAY!
I have to use my sexual energy on my succubus summoning, give it all to her

Good luck Leo, I believe in you!